I have been a ghost around these parts lately. I’ve been working 6 days a week, and I haven’t had a computer to use at home…still don’t. Nothing is new in my life and I’m very happy about that. Same old heartache…same old habits.
I just wish that I knew how to tell her how I feel. How I wish to hold her in my arms, and never let go. I cry sometimes when I think about how it must feel to have her head resting on my shoulder…on the couch…our couch. I would give up 10 years of my life, juust to know her love for one day. Ugh, how fucking pathetic is that…..I feel like such a natural born misfire. But…I suppose that rivers have to end somewhere.
you just made me want to curl up and watch a movie with you. sorry; i had to say it. i wish you could tell her, too?
i think we’re all naturally birthed misfires, honestly. =/
Thank you for that darling.
