ewokonline:

cashville:

ewokonline:

Always so good.

No doubt, the first record of his I ever heard back in 2001. I never got to see him live. But I did get to help out his estate this year with organizing some things…which was a fucking gift from god. He is my hero.

That’s fucking cool, man.
This was the first one I’d heard, too. Followed by XO. I need to get that on vinyl, too.

Word. I have an original copy of XO from the Bong Load label but not Figure 8. They repressed that and Figure 8 recently, but I’m a vinyl snob…I can’t stand to buy reissues of certain albums. The bong load prints were so much better. I know that Kill Rock Stars is reissuing Roman Candle(my favorite album) on vinyl, along with From A Basement On The Hill.
E-mail me so I have your email, there’s a couple of Elliott things I want to send you that you might not have heard.

ewokonline:

cashville:

ewokonline:

Always so good.

No doubt, the first record of his I ever heard back in 2001. I never got to see him live. But I did get to help out his estate this year with organizing some things…which was a fucking gift from god. He is my hero.

That’s fucking cool, man.

This was the first one I’d heard, too. Followed by XO. I need to get that on vinyl, too.

Word. I have an original copy of XO from the Bong Load label but not Figure 8. They repressed that and Figure 8 recently, but I’m a vinyl snob…I can’t stand to buy reissues of certain albums. The bong load prints were so much better. I know that Kill Rock Stars is reissuing Roman Candle(my favorite album) on vinyl, along with From A Basement On The Hill.

E-mail me so I have your email, there’s a couple of Elliott things I want to send you that you might not have heard.

How fucking sad is this...

2009 - The end is near.

Which was the best month for you? Somewhere in the Summer.

Which month(s) was the worst? January.

What was the most significant thing that happened this year? The people that I met, and the money that I wasted.

What person had the most impact on your life this year? Matt.

What was the best concert that you attended? Brian Jonestown Massacre

What was your biggest challenge of 2009?  Stopping my Heroin affair.

Your biggest regret? I never regret anything.

What moments stand out to you the most? The ones shared with the women at the bar.

What band did you listen to the most? Bob Dylan…or maybe Tim Buckley.

On a scale of 1-10, 2009 was: 2.

Did you:

Meet anyone special? Yeah

Get close to someone you didn’t expect to? Yes haha

Have a boyfriend or girlfriend? No.

Have a relationship for more than 3 months? No

Hook up with anyone, no strings attached? Many times.

Experience the death of a loved one? Yeah, a few people.

Get in a fight? A few verbal, one physical.

Lose a friend? Yes, but we’re okay now.

Get drunk? hahaha.

Regret doing something? See above answer.

Go to a concert? Yeah

Fall in love? Yes

Fall out of love? Still there.

Get back together with an ex? No.

Enjoy being single? Not at all.

Accomplish a goal? Sorta.

Learn something new? Yeah. don’t trust anyone.

Get arrested? Patted down a couple of times, but no cuffs.

Break up with someone? No

Get a tattoo? 1 or 2.

Go to a party? A few, yeah.

The New Year: 2010

What will you be doing on New Year’s Eve: Drinking, snorting and maybe walking around a little.

Will you kiss anyone at midnight? Whatever guy or gal is closest to me.

Who do you WANT to kiss at midnight? Natalie, but that won’t happen. Fuck.

What is your New Year’s resolution? To get the fuck out of Buffalo, and clean up my act.

Did you keep your resolution from last year? My resolution was to live through the year.

Do you think things will be different in 2010? I really really hope so, I’m sick of this.

What do you want most out of 2010? To be happy

Do you think 2010 will be better than 2009? It can’t be any worse.

Anything you are particularly looking forward to? Finding someone that wants to hold my hand.

Free Games

Clad in pink

I stand on the surface

of exhausted chivalry

you launch into a speech

about how

we must find a way

to freeze this landslide

circle around the brink

and at the last minute

slide through

the bitter eyechart

there’s no harm

in side effects

between equal animals

the wind raises it’s volume

to optimism

maybe

but at what hour

do you notice?

Off To Work....

This will be my first day at work since Wednesday. I haven’t had a drink, or a cigarette since then either….or xanax for that matter. I am still feeling weak, and my stomach is still a bit upset. But I can’t miss any more days because of this. I really wish I could get the fuck out of this town, I’ve grown bored with it. And I’m starting to resent all the people that I know…and that isn’t good….I know. Im going to go trim my beard…and walk to work through the ever fucking present snow. I hope y’all have a great day!

evermore:

I fucking hurt all over. Creaky knees, rusty knuckles, stiff back, achy ankles. I’m too young to be falling apart.

I feel that way all the time, especially in the winter. The cold makes your bones do funny things….so do people I suppose. Sleep well…

herbeautytoucheseverything:

Photo #2
San Francisco, California
This is one of my favorite pictures I’ve ever taken because of the lighting. The skill I pride myself most in, is the ability to take a picture without editing it or altering its quality. I love this because I was able to capture the moment between daylight and sunset.


This picture is too beautiful. It makes me wish I was back in San Diego,  just to enjoy the sunsets on the beach again. That was always my favorite part of living in California.

herbeautytoucheseverything:

Photo #2

San Francisco, California

This is one of my favorite pictures I’ve ever taken because of the lighting. The skill I pride myself most in, is the ability to take a picture without editing it or altering its quality. I love this because I was able to capture the moment between daylight and sunset.

This picture is too beautiful. It makes me wish I was back in San Diego,  just to enjoy the sunsets on the beach again. That was always my favorite part of living in California.

Ya know...

I really hope that whatever it is that you want to steal, turns out to be that which I don’t really care about. It’s going to happen…of that I’m sure. But I’m not ready to say here, this is mine. Vampires blend in so well don’t they? Clearly, I’m not ready…

Vic Chesnutt...

I could’ve gone up to Toronto to see him play last month, and I didn’t go. I figured….there’d be another chance. Fuck.

I am so very sick....

I have been throwing up, sweating and getting chills for the last 48 hours. And I had a huge rash all over my body yesterday. It’s hard for me to even be awake. I haven’t had a cigarette in two days as well, and I’m a 1 pack a day kinda guy…so that’s making me feel even worse. I’ve missed work, haven’t been able to write or play guitar….and I can’t hold any liquids inside of my body. I’m hoping that I don’t feel this way tomorrow.

Preacher

You and I

slip

into a quickened pace

of nothing new

even the simplest of movements

made the greatest of noises

in the rafters

your happiness shone briefly

in absence of my movement

a rotting slideshow

gliding over

erased arguments

struggling through

a bold font

pinwheel lie

praying for an understanding

back in town

retrieving the same phrase

from everyone

FORGET!

a breath of meanwhile

black coffee

double dosed

and wrought

with antique loops

of your lips

gently dusted

with pool cue chalk.

Just a few of the beautiful creatures at the bird sanctuary. There are around 400 I believe, all different kinds. I couldn’t think of anything else to post this morning. Off to work.

Just a few of the beautiful creatures at the bird sanctuary. There are around 400 I believe, all different kinds. I couldn’t think of anything else to post this morning. Off to work.

That kind of nite....

I am done writing for the day. I wrote three poems today, I only posted one because I didn’t want to clog up your dashboards with empty beer cans. I am in the mood for Gram Parsons, and Gram Parsons only tonite. I hope y’all sleep tight. And have dreams that don’t get amazing right before you wake up.

These songs right now…

November Nights. In My Hour Of Darkness. She…

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ewokonline:

barefootjukebox:

Don’t Want to Know if You Are Lonely-Hüsker Dü

YES YES YES YES YES YES, THREE MILLION TIMES YES.

Eleventy plus infinity yes!!!