I hit the jackpot the other day at the record store. I found these four records in mint condition….all original pressings….for 40 bucks.
Lou Reed-The Blue Mask
The Replacements-Hootenanny
Bob Segar&The Silver Bullet Band-Night Moves
Neil Young&Crazy Horse-Rust Never Sleeps
“Two bit
coals
raked down
to a fine tooth joke
scoring higher
than the firing squad
loaded up
on crass
lover contributions.
What assurance
does she receive
as she
touches things
that I do not care
to understand
with the intention
of always being
an indentured servant
spontaneously integrating
new methods
of courtship
which crumble at the first
crooked light
that cracks my brittle vision
and still leaves me
unable to articulate a smile.”
Hey y’all! Still no computer, but I’m hoping to solve that problem in about 2-3 weeks. Still working a lot…..not much else….thankfully. I did go on a bar hop kinda thing the other night with my friend Matt. We were pissed off so we left one bar and went to one in the worst neighborhood in town, and then to a gay bar downtown for free gin and tonics. Then somewhere between the gays…and my house I twisted both of my ankles….so work is uncomfortable right now…yeah.
I’m heading off to my nephew’s first birthday party in a few minutes. I haven’t seen the little guy in weeks….maybe even months. I can’t wait!
I love all of you. Deuces.
“Succulent screeching
and
bare naked niceties
shadow
nay
lord over
candy wrapper smiles.
Active tongues
spit crass ideas
through obtuse teth
these bloated
lascivious
code blue calls
suffice
on this
turnpike sanctuary
unzipped
and ready to give up
the last
questionable
cascade of american traits.”
“In euphoria
outside walls
made up with
affected banners
the only painted ones
left on this earth.
Brown leather
black
and blue
drop the remainder
mimic
a severe
sunset
unrelenting
and reeling you in.”
I have been a ghost around these parts lately. I’ve been working 6 days a week, and I haven’t had a computer to use at home…still don’t. Nothing is new in my life and I’m very happy about that. Same old heartache…same old habits.
I just wish that I knew how to tell her how I feel. How I wish to hold her in my arms, and never let go. I cry sometimes when I think about how it must feel to have her head resting on my shoulder…on the couch…our couch. I would give up 10 years of my life, juust to know her love for one day. Ugh, how fucking pathetic is that…..I feel like such a natural born misfire. But…I suppose that rivers have to end somewhere.
you just made me want to curl up and watch a movie with you. sorry; i had to say it. i wish you could tell her, too?
i think we’re all naturally birthed misfires, honestly. =/
Thank you for that darling.
I have been a ghost around these parts lately. I’ve been working 6 days a week, and I haven’t had a computer to use at home…still don’t. Nothing is new in my life and I’m very happy about that. Same old heartache…same old habits.
I just wish that I knew how to tell her how I feel. How I wish to hold her in my arms, and never let go. I cry sometimes when I think about how it must feel to have her head resting on my shoulder…on the couch…our couch. I would give up 10 years of my life, juust to know her love for one day. Ugh, how fucking pathetic is that…..I feel like such a natural born misfire. But…I suppose that rivers have to end somewhere.
I have today off, so I’m at the library wasting time until I go back to work tomorrow. That’s all I do now is work, I don’t want to do anything else. I just want my mind distracted. Even if I come home at night with more blisters on my feet, and hot water burns on my hand. I hate hearing people complain about how bored they are at work…sitting at their desk. I’d love to do that some days.
My nephew’s 1st birthday party is next month….I’m working that day…there’s no way in hell that I can ask for it off. I have to try and figure something out. I can’t miss it.
Also…facebook can suck my dick…..seriously….why the fuck do people like it there?
“Tranquil
co dependance test
nauseous
umbrella cracked
ritualistic
sharp turn
style
ladies first
through golden gate fog
how cute
bits
and
pieces
of sawewd off straws
protect my waves
from your
sunshine grip
cry black and blue
win through life
the cream of society
if you’re into
ooohs
and
ahhhhhs
this factory is for you”
This song makes me want to cry…every time….almost as much as that Chelsea Girls quote that I posted the other day.
This has been one hell of a weekend. I got the job…which I start tomorrow! Full time 8.50 an hour…benefits…east coast mob union shit….haha. Plus I was able to get my xanax script refilled so I’m not jumping out of my skin. And, I rtecieved HelloSunshine+Pink Magic+the special 45 that Ryan pressed just for the preorder!!! He still managaes to blow my mind, after all these year. Damn, I wish I could write like that. Only problem that I have right now is that I still have to wait to get a nice pair of reading glasses, so my headaches and blurred edges will go away!!! I hate that I need glasses for reading, but I can’t live without books. I hope all you tumblrrlrlrlss are doing well. I love you all.
xoxo-William
Dictated but not read.
“Unchanging
broken clock hands
amateurs
deciphering cloud shapes
their fingers crossed
trying to impress
girls
that have never
and
will never
get a headache
if they forget their glasses at home.
But sometimes
it’s hard
to resist that feeling
it comes
and goes
with each time that you brush
against my skin
goosebumps and
trampled small
poorly translated
smoke break.”
Chelsea Girls
